The Frequency of Home

“So, I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you."

The Alchemist

The Wizard of Oz (1939)

What is home?

I have certainly gone back and forth on this myself for a number of years. I have been someone who has moved very far from my family and town of origin, I have been a home owner, I've lived in a number of situations and environments, and I've recently moved into a time of my life in which I've decided that "home" is just going to be wherever I am.

I guess I've found aspects of home and familiarity no matter where I've been.

People I've encountered throughout my journeys have been overwhelmingly kind and helped to remind me of what "home" means. I think it means a lot of different things to me at different times. Sometimes, it is a feeling of connection. Other times, it's that place I go to retreat from the rest of the world; the place I go to be with me.

When I was going through the spiritual and Kundalini awakening process, a lot of things changed. Everything I found comfort in externally suddenly didn't produce the same results. I found myself in a situation in which I truly started living from my own energetic system, and I became very aware that I was dictating my own experience. I became very conscious of what was happening energetically, and I had to actively work to develop and maintain balance within my body in response to all these changes. I plan to eventually discuss the Kundalini and spiritual awakening in depth, because it is a lot to get into. They are two separate things, and one doesn't need to have a Kundalini awakening to have a spiritual awakening, but I am quite certain that one does not have a Kundalini awakening without a spiritual awakening.

I am committed to helping others going through any of these processes and provide as much information as I can from my own experience and research. When I went through this in 2019, there really weren't a lot of resources available, and it was a very lonely and confusing time. Eventually, I did find many incredible resources, and there are many more these days than back then. I think people are becoming less inhibited and more empowered in talking about this. I have seen it evolve heavily throughout the sciences.

It's really amazing to see doctors, neuroscientists, physicists, and many other professionals in fields where it is often frowned upon to discuss anything that may cross the bounds of the sciences into the quantum and metaphysical. I am going to add many of these professional resources I am aware of to a comprehensive resource list I'll be compiling after this. I think it's important to get some of that information out. The frequencies that we're experiencing are only going to continue to increase, and there will be much adjustment and change to accompany. Also, I want to always encourage the use of one's own discernment in using any resources at all. We can use these resources to grow and connect more fully with ourselves but always with our sovereignty governing. YOU will always be your best mentor, guide, friend, cheerleader, lover, and anything else you seek.

I've saved so many drafts of this post and have been adding to it here and there. I'm pretty certain it is off the rails, at this point, but I also believe that it's turned into exactly what it is meant to be. This past couple of weeks, I've been focused on connecting with myself in small ways and much more in a moment to moment context. The energy has been tumultuous and at times, tedious. There has been a lot of releasing and more integration of acceptance; I have been more fully stepping into my own empowerment in so many areas of my life. When the energy gets more chaotic, I focus more on the small details rather than the big picture. I know it is time for me to provide comfort and safety to myself in all the ways that I can throughout the day- I adore the little things in life such as cooking.

Cooking is something that I can always count on to bring more grounding into my life. It instantly provides me with a sense of "home." It is an act of creation, and any act of creation is going to ground you, because what you're doing is transmuting the energy coming in. The more ungrounded you feel, I would say the more you need to focus on creating. Energy only becomes problematic when you aren't transmuting it properly- it is good to act as a conduit and to let it flow freely throughout, only to observe the energy and not become attached, and then you let it flow back out in a beneficial way through your acts of creation. I compiled a small list of some other things that help ground me, and I will leave that below in case it is helpful to anyone else.

The Schumann Resonance has been off the chain, and at least for me, it has taken more effort lately to stay grounded. If anyone is having a similar experience, I would love to hear about it! I wish you love, joy, and freedom. Remember, you ARE home. I am trying to remember, myself.